drop out

A scatter shot of thoughts

I'v had some thoughts rattling around my head these last few days. I recently rewatched The Good Place and I think the philosophical concepts have had time to ferment in my brain. That and my studies seem to be dealing with big questions of what are considered crimes as well as environmental policies on a international scale. I seem to be consuming information that forces me to consider ethics and morality for actions and ideas. I hope this makes sense...?

The unfortunate effect of this is now I'm viewing things through these lenses and that has it's ups and downs. An example is at work I question whether we are doing a good enough job supporting people. I personally think as a service we could be doing better but that is only according to me. Is it even possible to support them better or are we just stuck between the rock of bureaucracy and the hard place of pointlessness. I swing between caring and not caring as I know this isn't going to be my job forever but, I still need to be good at this.

This is really only scratching the surface of my thoughts on this subject. I'm hoping that if I can knock over the first domino then everything will start falling into place. I just need that first bit of knowledge that can get things moving. Looking back on this it does seem rather nebulous or scattered thoughts shot at a wall. I suppose that's a sign of my head right now.

I think once I have a better grasp on it then I will make a much better thought out/ structured post here. There might even be a common theme for a few posts where I can fully flesh out my thoughts for whoever may stumble upon this.