Ramblings man
This month has been hectic...actually the last few months have been overwhelmingly hectic. Between studies, work and learning to drive I feel like I have been stretched in every direction at all times. My wrinkled brain has become smooth and wrinkled. I kinda feel like a cloth that's been wrung out. I have not written anything here for two weeks or in my physical journal which is also something that's been weighing on my brain scale for some time. I guess I just don't know what to say. I'm just tired.
On a positive note I did get my drivers license. Yay me. That is a huge relief for my soul and my wallet. I feel like a weight has been lifted and it is noticeable. I feel a slight boost in my mood but let's not get ahead of ourselves just yet. That void will be replaced with something else soon. This is probably a 'me problem'. I have to keep busy for some reason. As I type this I do wonder if it is a symptom of a world that is racing to some sort of end point. We must always be busy to feel like we are an existing thing. I dunno. Does that make sense? I guess it doesn't have to make sense. I treat this space as a sorta stream of conscious writing sometimes.
On another positive note I have started my reread of 'The Dispossessed' by Ursula Le Guin. I'm only two chapters in but I think I will be absorbing more from it this time round and that actually excites me. It has been a while since I have felt that with a book. I have also started reading Saga. I'm working my way through the Alan Moore graphic novels as they are stand alone stories mostly and completed. This is where Saga comes in. It's really good but I don't have the money or really the time to collect all of it and as if just discovered, it's not finished. Still I have really enjoyed the first book. Luckily I picked up Maus for cheap so that will take it's place.
Ah what else to say. I am looking at this indie web stuff and I have a feeling I am going to have to learn how to code a little to make one of these old school websites. Or maybe not. I kinda flip flop between this stuff. Well I think that's enough words from me tonight.